Well.... here I am in blog land. I've been reading blogs for awhile now. I'll link to some of my favorites soon, I'm still figuring out how to navigate blogger. I've only ever lurked, so no one really knows me... but I feel like I know some of the people who I hope will read my blog.
My name, well at least my name here, is Bekah. I've spent a lot of time hoping and dreaming that I would find a man, a good man, a dominant man, a man with the potential to be my forever... who I could submit to. While I was hoping and dreaming, I read other people's blogs and wondered if I would ever have one myself.
Well... now I've met this guy. I asked him what he wanted his name to be on here.. he was nicknamed 'the bishop' one time and he said to use that. So my Sir.. is the bishop.. I'll probably just refer to him as 'B' for the most part. He's good.. kind.. protective.. in the right age range.. handsome.. settled.. a real grown up.. works hard... and dominant... very dominant. Oh and did i mention that he lives about 9 hours from me... that's making things challenging. I never expected to do the long distance thing, but he sort of wandered into my life and now I'm all tangled up in him. Don't tell him I said this.. but I think he might be my forever... we'll see I suppose. In the meantime.. we're figuring this thing out.. day by day. Some days are easier than others. Long distance is tough and neither of us have done it before. But we're determined to figure it out, so I know we will.
So why the blog you ask??? Well, a couple reasons I suppose. First, I have friends I can talk to about being in a relationship, but no one I can talk to about being submissive. I've seen the support that submissive women offer each other in blog land and I'm hoping to find my way into that club. I'm very new to this and I know I could use all the advice/wisdom/encouragement I can get. Second, I'm sure there are people out there who have done the Dominant/submissive thing long distance and I am hoping to find a few of them and pick their brains to see if some things that worked for them might work for us. Third, it gives me a place to put the angsty feelings that come from being a new submissive and being a long distance submissive, without dumping them on him... I think that will be helpful to us.. I'm pretty sure he thinks so too.
I think that's it for now.. I just wanted to peak my head out and say hello. I'll be back soon, I'm sure.
His devoted one